dovienya

I have once again proved my supreme idiocy and inability to handle my own emotions. Now I must sit with my guilt and deal with the consequences of my actions. I can only hope that I will be given the opportunity to explain and to apologize, although I probably don't deserve it.

I wish I was better with people, but I'm not. That's the reality of my life and maybe someday things will be different but today they are not. Oh well. At least now things can't possibly get any worse. That means they can only get better.

I hope.