Argh >_<

I have spent the last hour and a half trying to come up with a new blog layout that will work with the Blogger template system. So far I have produced... jack shit! Woot!

My brain hurts. Why do I even bother with this silly thing? I need to just bite the bullet and get myself a domain name and some server space. Then I can do what ever I want and not have people tell me what to do! Yeah! Oh well. At least I found a new wallpaper XD

I miss X :(

Hi ya everybody! I have neglected to write in my blog for a long while now and you might be wondering why. As you may have guessed my life has been a bit... unraveled as of late and I simply have not had the desire to share it with anyone.

Anywho, things are a bit better now so I've decided to give this ol' thing a little kick in the gullet. Perhaps it's the caffeine but I'm in a good mood tonight. I'm attempting to make a Code Geass wallpaper. It's all hard to cut out and stuff. Woot XD

I really don't have anything intelligent to say right now. Ummm... yeah. I promise to write more!

I have once again proved my supreme idiocy and inability to handle my own emotions. Now I must sit with my guilt and deal with the consequences of my actions. I can only hope that I will be given the opportunity to explain and to apologize, although I probably don't deserve it.

I wish I was better with people, but I'm not. That's the reality of my life and maybe someday things will be different but today they are not. Oh well. At least now things can't possibly get any worse. That means they can only get better.

I hope.

One of these days my curiosity will be the end of me.

Why? I tend to constantly look at things I should not. Then I'm faced with the consequences of this when I find something that I don't like. Since these things are not put in context, how can I determine whether it's as bad as I think it is? How do I find this out without revealing the invasion of privacy I have made?

Even the most innocent of actions can have dire consequences. Now I have a moral dilemma on my hands which I do not want to face. I fear the answer to my question almost more then the question itself.

Thus is the sound of my world crashing down around me once more.

I want this so bad. *sigh* maybe some day.

I Have Friends

So I was video chatting with my friend Shawn from Alberta and I thought I would take a picture of him to annoy him. Now, what good is a prank like that if you don't then post it on the internet?

Yippie! So, here's Shawnie!